#fuck tuesdays

[kiwiplaetzchen]

MONDAYS ARE THE WOOOOORST

[couldyouforgivemeforthatpain]

i’ve been having such a horrible day and now you tell me matpats leaving 🙁🙁🙁🙁☹️☹️☹️😣😣😣😖😖😖😖😖

[abearirl]

I'm so goddamned tired. fuck tuesdays

[n0heart]

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[aphrodidadotcom]

Gianna micheals

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[rossisrad]

you were born on a tuesday 🫵

And?

[glitter-garbage]

SAVE ME ETHEL CAIN

[wanderlustmagician]

Love having to do work the night before I have to do work because people are stupid and can’t do their jobs right, so I gotta do extra so that they DO actually do it right… so that I can do MY job right

[satansluckycigarette]

Gotta love being thirty minutes late for work because the main route to work is closed and they didn’t put up signs and you get lost trying to turn around. The only thing that makes it better is punching in and immediately having to spend your first half hour doing someone’s else’s work because they decided not to put their shit away. It’s a wonderful day in my neighborhood: definitely having the best thoughts rn.

[i-am-not-a-who-i-am-a-what]

so who else is screaming about everything we learned today

[neo--queen--serenity]

TMAGP 8: A Summary

[idontmindifuforgetme]

[holographings]

my softest, beigest pillow

[hangmansvandalizinggoose]

And this is why it’s called a crush, oof. 😥😓

It’s been more than a decade since I’ve felt like this.

Just trying to keep telling myself:

[agender-witchery]

I feel like every post that focuses on and celebrates the sexuality of transfems hyperfixates on gock and like. I get it, the majority of transfems are either pre-op or non-op, and yeah those people are so frequently excluded from even being allowed to celebrate sexuality and need representation because, hey, especially for the pre-op folks, that reassurance that you're desirable is needed. I should know, I used to be pre-op and I fucking hated it. I didn't get that reassurance when I needed it most, and I'm damned happy that people who do need it can get it now.

But now I'm post-op and like, what? I just get to feel even more excluded from that sort of celebration? It's mostly just all encompassing, like it is nearly the totality of what constitutes celebrating trans bodies, with a teeny tiny exception carved out for transmasc bodies which I am absolutely not qualified to have an opinion on, not even gonna try, and damn near nothing for post-op transfems.

The thing that gets me the most is porn. Sure, it contributes to the feeling of unwelcomeness that nearly every post that gets slapped across my dash is about The Gock, but I don't seek that out. I'm not out here looking for text posts about how cool gock is, I haven't had one for 7 years. But I seek out porn. And any time I see porn that depicts transfems, even when that porn isn't fetishizing transness, the thing that defines a transfem is her dick. Aside from literally one instance, I never see a girl with a scar on her abdomen, I never see a cross section of a pussy with no womb, I never see someone with two holes and an estrogen patch. It just isn't there.

And on one hand, it feels like I don't deserve to complain, that I'm lucky to have even gotten to have surgery, but on the other hand, fuck you! I get to complain about shit like this, I get to complain that the overall atmosphere of transfem sexuality necessarily including gock, I get to complain that this shit makes me feel like surgery was a mistake even though if I take a couple hours off social media and think hard about it, I don't have any real regrets, I get to complain that when transfem bodies are celebrated, that almost never seems to include my transfem body. I get to complain that trans representation doesn't represent me.

So fuck it. Neopussy Tuesday.

[rossisrad]

march and april are thursday

Boohoo.